My Favourite Way To Die

Old obsessions leave new regrets
But they’re times I hope I’ll never forget
But they slip away slowly, bit by bit
They’ll surely catch up with me, but not yet
Oh what a standard I have set
For every love and for every event

Writing songs to you as if you existed
But you’ve only ever existed
In my own head
And I held on to you with all my strength
But you never existed
I lost my head

And I fell for you maybe twice as hard
As I would have fallen if you weren’t a star
Cause false expectation never goes very far
Unless it’s going 190 in my red hot car
I thought we had connected hearts
But it was merely some sort of simulated scar

Writing songs to you as if you existed
But you’ve only ever existed
In my own head
And I held on to you with all my strength
But you never existed
I lost my head

The start of insanity
The end of my life
The beginning of forever
Ended so right
And I never really loved you
I was blinded that night
By your overpowering vibe
And your safety light

Writing songs to you as if you existed
But you’ve only ever existed
In my own head
And I held on to you with all my strength
But you never existed
I lost my head