My Way of Saying Goodbye

Inspire me
Make me gag
I’ll be the best thing
That you’ve ever had
Say goodbye
Make mistakes
I’ll be your mistake
If that’s what it takes

Cross your heart
Never die
The broken pieces
Let you fly
I’ve got wings
That I hide
And you know why
You know why

I'm Never Coming Back

I’ve climbed the tallest tree
I’ve lived my life in black
I’m standing atop the mountain top
And I’m never coming back
And you can ask your questions
But I don’t give a shit
Cause truth be told, I’ve given up
I’m finally done with it

So let’s count to a billion
Throw our hearts into the sky
Pray for our existence
To be nothing but a lie
Interlock our fingers
And jump into that bed of blue
And we’ll suffocate forever
Just me and you

He Knows When You're Awake

I’m the fucking Santa Clause
I know when you‘re asleep
I know when you’re vulnerable
I know when you are weak
I’m the fucking Santa Clause
I know what you’re awake
I know your every move
I know all your mistakes

Ho ho ho
Did you think you’d escape me?
Ho ho ho
Did you think you’d survive me?
Ho ho ho
You should know by now, kid
Ho ho ho
It’s all about timing

Hey suckers, lock your doors
It’s starting to get dark
I’ll find my own way in
And you know I’ll leave my mark
Don’t worry about the kids
As long as they’re in bed
They’ll get their special treat
While you’re fucking with their heads

I’m the fucking Santa Clause
I know when you‘re asleep
I know when you’re vulnerable
I know when you are weak
I’m the fucking Santa Clause
I know what you’re awake
I know your every move
I know all your mistakes

Ho ho ho
Did you think you’d destroy me?
Ho ho ho
Did you think you’d catch me?
Ho ho ho
You cannot see me
Ho ho ho
Baby, just try me

Hey suckers, guess who’s back?
I’m coming to town
And I’ll visit everyone
You know I’ll track you down
Don’t worry, I won’t forget
I’ve got a list of all your names
I don’t care if you’re bad or good
To me it’s all the same

I’m the fucking Santa Clause
I know when you‘re asleep
I know when you’re vulnerable
I know when you are weak
I’m the fucking Santa Clause
I know what you’re awake
I know your every move
I know all your mistakes

Hey suckers, what’s the date?
Yeah, it’s that time of year
It’s time to celebrate
You know I’ll bring the fear
Don’t worry you’re pretty head
Just fill those holes with dreams
Rest those eyes and hold your breath
I just wanna hear you scream

The Pretty Colors

I can achieve perfection
With the click of a button
But what’s it worth?
We all know it’s just pretend

So maybe I can hurt you
And maybe I can lie
And maybe I can be the girl
Who makes you want to die
So I’m everything I hate
And it’s not hard to see
I’m everything I’d kill you for
If you were ever to be
Yeah, I’m a hypocrite
‘Cause I failed my own test
And you would leave me now
If you knew what was best

Oh, every pretty color
That’s standing in my way
Oh, every pretty color
That just won’t go away
I’ll kill them with the darkest black
That their eyes have ever seen
I don’t care if you’re magenta
Orange, blue, or green

I Knew You'd Say it First

A couple right things to say at the right time
And I’m glad to call, I’m glad to call you mine
All the time
Warped like a doll and wrapped in paper
Your candy kisses say that I’ll be safer
Here with you
You smiled when I said I wanna be together
Didn’t take me too long for me to say forever
And I meant it
When you look in my direction it tastes like wine
And I always end up wasted by the end of the night
Scream my name

Just a few moments and everything’s different
Just look back at the beginning
We’ve come so far without even noticing

Marry me, oh, marry me
In a broken church just down the street
A love story they didn’t see
Coming
Take my hand and let it be
Not a care, so trick-or-fucking-treat
Let them look at me
And you

Just Rotten

We argue just to make conversation
Bite the dust just to taste the flavor
And I wanna know what it feels like
Cause we’re all curious
And I’d love to find a getaway
Escape for just a moment or two
Some dissect, some inject
But not me, I sit here and rot

Am I rotting?
Tell me now
Am I rotting?
My lips are blue
Am I dying?
I can’t believe
This is happening
Is this
Really happening?
Getting up
Feeling weaker
On my feet
Feeling numb
Am I rotting?
I feel it now
Am I rotting?
My bones collapse
It’s all over
Everything
Amounts to nothing
Everything
Leading up to this
Tell me now
Did it get to you?
Help me die
Am I falling?
Deeper now
Am I falling in?
Dark black hole
Yes, I’m falling in
Never ends
Why’s this happening?
Never ends
Get me out of here
Kill me now
I’m already dead
Zombie now
Here forever
Skin, bones, and blood
Am I rotting?

Who I Really Am

I tear holes into my face
Knowing that they will soon be scars
I look at my reflection
And say “this is who you are”
“You don’t deserve to be pretty”
“You’re a monster inside”
“You’re hideous, you’re ugly”
“When they said you’re not, they lied”
And they know who I am
Know what I become
But only the ones that come close
And there are only some
I feed on the ones I love
They hear me scream, and feel my breath
Breathing down their necks
It feels like death